Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Well I'm halfway there! I can't believe how fast this pregnancy is going. As it gets closer and closer to meeting this new little girl, I get more excited but also a little more nervous! It's going to be so different being a mother of 2 children! I feel so blessed to be able to have 2 children, but I keep questioning my abilities as a mother! And I feel a little guilty because I'm so sad that it's not going to be just Eden and I anymore...is that terrible? I am SO happy that we're having another baby but I just hope I can be the same kind of mother I am to Eden, to 2 babies! I know it will all work out how it's supposed to but I'm just feeling a little overwhelmed! Is this normal? These feelings don't take away from the fact that I cannot wait to have two little girls! They are going to be best friends! I can't wait! Eden is going to be such a great big sister! I can't wait to see her in action!